Twelve

Once again I'm left behind
Everyday I'll start to cry
Because I know time can't rewind
After all I said was a lie

Twelve more steps
Eleven pools of my tears
Ten failed attempts
Nine different fears
Eight types of regrets
Seven lonely pairs
Six missing links
Five painful secrets
Four sleepless nights
Three broken promises
Two arms to hold me tight
Last but not least
One broken heart

All is lost
I tried and I failed
All I have been was afraid
And I got hurt instead

M.V.D.

Letting go

Letting go ain't easy
It's extremely hurtful
It's cold outside
And it just don't feel right

Lettjng go ain't easy
It's extremely painful
I can't just forget
All the memories we shared

Im still holding on to us
I'm still holding on to you
I can't just erase everthing we've been through
And act like nothing was true
Because it was....

Letting go is not going to be easy
When someone you love
Is in love with someone else
And you just cry in the corner all by yourself

M.V.D.

Copyright

Umm ,I should have done this a long time ago.All the pictures that I used here are from Google images.I do not own these images but the poetry is mine.Maybe some lines I have gotten from songs but only for inspiration.I do not mean to break ant copyright law

The only exception

Playing with my feelings
Is that all you do
You think i have got no meaning
When all i think about is you

I tell myself to get away
When you keep pulling me back
I want this to stay
Then again i have to check
I cant take this anymore...

I try to drift apart slowly
But then i dont think i am ready
I deserve better
Not this cheap plastic matter

Hug-less
Kiss-less
Love-less
Girlfriend-less
You make me a mess

I keep my distances
I know there will be circumstances
But i can't take it anymore
You broke my heart,now sore

M.V.D.

Day after day

I fall in love with you day after day
In love with you and everything you say
This is more than love okay...
I will sit,cry and lay

It's that sparkle in your eye
It's that tingle I ask why?
You make me feel that shy
You make me wanna cry

If only you knew my feelings
My heart now is only healing
You didn't even reject me
But I am crushed can't you see?

I wont give up
Because I know someone will still care
But I wonder will you like me back
What am I thinking..what a crack

M.V.D

The Glass House

A place where I find shelter
A place I can call my own
A place that I have not shown
A place where I am myself

This place where all my secret lies
This place I thought I was safe
This place made of glass
This place people see all my insecurities

The place where no one would judge
But then again it is the glass house
The place where I thought no one knew
The place now everyone to see

I am fragile
I am transparent
You can see all my flaws
I am impatient
I am broken
They can see all my flaws

The walls are broken
The remains are on the ground
Shattered to a million pieces
Every part worn out
That glass house is me

M.V.D.