The Dance

The warmth of your hands meet mine
Twirl me around as I look into your eyes
I'll watch your eyes sparkle in the dim light
Hold me closer

As the song begins
Let the beat be my lifeline
As we dance across the halls
It's just you and I

I know the song is short
But all I want to do is dance with you
As the song ends
You leave me behind to watch you walk away

With each step I get hurt
I knew I would fall in love if I danced with you
Could we dance again
Maybe somewhere in forever

Wash Your Hands

It's obvious you did
As your eyes moved around like two big flies
Flies that are trying to escape
But are confined to the sockets of your eyes

And what you did showed in your hands
Uneasy, it clenched and unclenched
Like a Venus fly trap but you're the fly
Wash your hands

Get rid of all the dirt
Get rid of the evidence
Wiped out like the love I had for you
Wash your hands

Keep it to yourself
I don't want to be involved with the chase
The chase between your guilt and pride
Who gives up first?
Wash your hands

Glorious

Don't give it up, don't give it up
They say you're bad for me
I know I should listen to them
But my heart is screaming your name

Forget it all,forget it all
They say that's best for me
But you're engraved in my heart
And you'll always be what I think about

Leave it all behind
Maybe I don't want to
Because I don't want to lose you
The memories I can't throw out

Drown my tears in the river
The river is overflowing
Tell myself there's no other
You're gone and now I'm crying

M.V.D.

Suck it up

Suck it up and don't cry
Hold yourself up don't die
I don't know who I am anymore
Leave me alone

The way the wind blows its as if it's saying
No,don't,stop
I won't
I've set my mind to it

I can stop pretending
Everybody knows what's happening
They already know what I'm doing
Take off my costume,take off my mask

I just want the me I know
One day maybe it could be in reach
I want myself to be happy again
How do you get something you don't know what it is

Dont speak as I try to leave
You already know whats going to happen
Still fine but I'm not
Suck it up and don't cry

M.V.D.

Valentine's day

It's difficult for a heart to mend
I ask will I ever love again?
Then I start to feel the pain
And I feel my frustration

Did you understand what I meant?
The depth of my words?
You won't see yourself the way I see you
How you just stand out from the crowd

Love has lost its meaning
I can't just erase you out of my system
I wish i could but I can't
We're not even friends

Your empty stares
And that gleam in your eyes
I wish we were made for each other
Right now it doesn't matter

I will be in the corner
I still love you
You still hate me
Even if you're not mine
You're still my Valentine
Happy Valentine's day

M.V.D.

Never stop loving

I'm full of emptiness inside
My emotions I don't bother to hide
I dont care what you think of me
What you get is what you see

I touch the fire when I know it hurts
I do the right thing it ends up becoming worst
Whatever I do never seems to be enough
I try to please and it's really tough

I'm alive but I'm dying
I know I should stop
But I'm trying
You show me that you care
And all I do is push you away

I want to erase our memory
Because you don't give a damn about me
You can never stop loving someone
And I won't stop crying

M.V.D.

Could it be

Could it be deep inside
You still remember
Could it be you and I
Have been best friends forever

How can you leave everything
Now all that's left is nothing
After all we have been through
Guess it meant nothing to you

Could it be sometimes
You're all that I think of
Could it be when I cry
Angels weep from above

No matter how hard I try
The mark will still remain
You were always beside me
The pain that we've been through
Could it be you're my tattoo

M.V.D.

Letting go

Letting go ain't easy
It's extremely hurtful
It's cold outside
And it just don't feel right

Lettjng go ain't easy
It's extremely painful
I can't just forget
All the memories we shared

Im still holding on to us
I'm still holding on to you
I can't just erase everthing we've been through
And act like nothing was true
Because it was....

Letting go is not going to be easy
When someone you love
Is in love with someone else
And you just cry in the corner all by yourself

M.V.D.

Day after day

I fall in love with you day after day
In love with you and everything you say
This is more than love okay...
I will sit,cry and lay

It's that sparkle in your eye
It's that tingle I ask why?
You make me feel that shy
You make me wanna cry

If only you knew my feelings
My heart now is only healing
You didn't even reject me
But I am crushed can't you see?

I wont give up
Because I know someone will still care
But I wonder will you like me back
What am I thinking..what a crack

M.V.D

The Glass House

A place where I find shelter
A place I can call my own
A place that I have not shown
A place where I am myself

This place where all my secret lies
This place I thought I was safe
This place made of glass
This place people see all my insecurities

The place where no one would judge
But then again it is the glass house
The place where I thought no one knew
The place now everyone to see

I am fragile
I am transparent
You can see all my flaws
I am impatient
I am broken
They can see all my flaws

The walls are broken
The remains are on the ground
Shattered to a million pieces
Every part worn out
That glass house is me

M.V.D.

Thinking about you

I can't stop thinking about you
The way you smile and everything you do
I try to give you a clue
That this love is true

You are always on my mind
In whatever I do
But I just can't seem to find
A reason to hate you

The way you smell
Like summer I just can't tell
Musky and clean
Something you have never seen

These feelings that keep growing stronger
The time we're apart feels even longer
It's the way you make me glow
That's where my heart will follow

M.V.D.

What is love?

Love is like a lock and key
We all have one that fits perfectly
We will keep that one
Until our lives are done
And love it so endlessly

Love is like a puzzle piece
Both work hard to make a masterpiece
They try to fit in anywhere
Sometimes end up nowhere

Love can be so many things
Love could be anything
It's what you feel
And what you do
That makes this love a kind of thing

Love is in the air
Giving us a scare
It's somethingt we can't control
Yet makes us a fool

M.V.D.

What to do

At this point of life I don't know what to do
Had a dream,don't know if it's true
I say I'm over you
But when my phone vibrates I hope it's a text from you

I'm just confused
I need a little time
Figure out where I went wrong
This jealousy is green slime

I've ignored and tried to forget
That first time that we met
The place we sat
The place we had a little chat

All I need is a closing chapter
One that I don't need to ponder
I really don't want to wonder
Why I  think of you before my slumber

Why does this happen to me
Maybe it's a dream,pinch and see
I really want you to know
That for me my life isn't a show

What scares me

When my mind goes afar
I start to forget your smile
What scares me everytime
Is that you have been here for quite a while

Why won't you leave my mind
It's just happiness I want to find
If the universe were ever so kind
I would have you right behind

Nothing scares me even more
is that I always think of you
Now that I tried something new
I'm stuck in between without a clue

It scares me even more
If it was me whom you ignore
Your reaction to my words
Your reaction to us

Because I just can't care

Wipe of my tears
You know all my fears
Want to just look away
Because I just can't care

I just keep running
This love is tiring
Running with no direction or aim
Because I just can't care

I just keep crying
But my eyes are drying
Want to stop trying
Because I just can't care

Sometimes,I just don't know
Sometimes,I'll just give up
All the times I'm feeling alone
Because nobody cares

M.V.D.

One person

In the pale moonlight
In the midst of the dim light
I realised I wasn't felling alright
Yet I held it in with all my might

It was then I realised
I was,hopelessly
          Uncontrollably
          Desperately
And secretly in love with one person

This love that I made my own
There is no one I can share it with
As I stare out alone
I don't know if I could even live

I'm in love with someone
Someone I had no chance with
Someone who would never like me back
Someone I had already given everything I had

I'm tired of everything

My voice is tired of calling you
My ears are tired of hearing those words
Those sharp and painful words
The words that have left a scar

My legs are tired of running after you
My eyes are tired crying about you
Every single sleepless night
Until I know you are out of sight

My brain is tired thinking about you
My heart is tired beating for you
All I know is it didn't see
You were the love of my life and it killed me

The world is pitch black
I've lost the light of my life
I'm just a nervous wreck
I just don't feel alive