What scares me

When my mind goes afar
I start to forget your smile
What scares me everytime
Is that you have been here for quite a while

Why won't you leave my mind
It's just happiness I want to find
If the universe were ever so kind
I would have you right behind

Nothing scares me even more
is that I always think of you
Now that I tried something new
I'm stuck in between without a clue

It scares me even more
If it was me whom you ignore
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