What to do

At this point of life I don't know what to do
Had a dream,don't know if it's true
I say I'm over you
But when my phone vibrates I hope it's a text from you

I'm just confused
I need a little time
Figure out where I went wrong
This jealousy is green slime

I've ignored and tried to forget
That first time that we met
The place we sat
The place we had a little chat

All I need is a closing chapter
One that I don't need to ponder
I really don't want to wonder
Why I  think of you before my slumber

Why does this happen to me
Maybe it's a dream,pinch and see
I really want you to know
That for me my life isn't a show